Hello! So I'm at school right now, and I thought i'd just talk about this while its on my mind.
ANGER AND PERSPECTIVE.
One of my New Years resolutions was to put things into perspective; I'm a very dramatic person (good thing I want to be an actress, right?) and I get really angry because I just build and build things up in my mind. One little annoying thing I'll turn it into something huge and practically have a panic attack just worrying about it or being so frustraeted and angry about it. For example, I got the part of Juliet in my school play - I suppose I was happy because I was new and I love acting, but the lines got to me and I didn't want to have to be "romantic" with a stupid boy who is playing Romeo.
I worked it up and up and got angry I had a panic attack. It was scary and stupid and I hated myself for it; it's just a school play! I calmed down and talked to my teacher (this is turning into a despair story sorry >,<) and she said we could split it into two and my friend could play Juliet after the interval. I was really happy so today I asked her which bit I'm doing it up to, as I'd learnt my lines. She said act 4. ACT FOUR. So I have to do all the horrible scenes with Romeo, and I get all the speeches. I might as well just play it all. Wooh I'm getting angry again. I need to out things into perspective. IT'S A SCHOOL PLAY! It's a stupid little school play; three performances and it will be done forever.
Anyway sorry about this. I just needed to let it all out >:( okay sorry. PERSPECTIVE.
Talk to you later :)
Esh
Xo
Dear Little Esh.
ReplyDeleteThis is suggestion from 31 years old girl(GIRL!!)in Thailand.
You have to learn from your anger and find out which actually point that make you get angry.
If you found it, you can cure it's point not ramble like you are now.
Hope you have a happy life as on your Vlog.
And sorry for my English, it's just not my first language and I won't let it make anger with me.
Love, plusnueng
Thank you so much, this really does help. You're rigt, if i find out which bit is making me angry it can cure it.
DeleteYour English was great don't worry :)
Esh
xo
Hi Esh. I'm also a blogger, and I just came around your blog. Very cute and chic :) I noticed you want to be an actor? It also happens to be my biggest dream, so I therefore wondered how far with your dream you are? Do you have an agency, have you ever been to castings? If that's the case, please email me at emilie.mousten@gmail.com :) x
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Hello! Oh thank you very much ^_^ I haven't, i think I'm going more into the theatre route; old fashioned plays with brilliant costumes and fantastic language :) xo
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